night with pusits!

I was browsing my blog, re-reading all entries, and wondering if my two entries that contains sexual content is enough qualification for me to be an erotic author, then trese of lucky 13 asked me if i want to watch a comedy show along with some fellow pozzies, who would say no, really?

i said yes, obviously.

so i need to prepare,

1: a valid excuse to inform mom and talent manager that i'll be gone the whole night and to not disturb me? check (doing a case study in the group leader's house, a classic, though i really have a case study due this wednesday and a report this friday)

2: money, check (asked mom i need extra money for fare, and asked dad, who is staying in a different house now, that i needed extra money for project, his deposit came in late, though)

3: outfit, check (the best way to grab anyone's attention is to simply just wear a shirt that says "loud and proud", best describes me, anyway.)

so my meet up with W is a good one, im still anxious about meeting more pozzies it still makes me nervous.

soon as i met them i relaxed, B.I.T.C.H. is there, Green Frog is there too, fellow pozzies in which i dont know yet there blogger codename so i cant place them here, oh, trese is there too, and a latecomer who disguised himself as a 24 year old is there as well.

we talked and we laughed, they're all so nice and good and bitchy and so gossipy girlaloo - im lovin it!

what i like about hanging out with fellow pozzies is that, it's like learning more about HIV, in a more fun way, by reading, you get to know it isnt a death sentence, you get to know you can live out your life expectancy, but media (being the past as their only source) showed to the world that if you have HIV/AIDS you will look like this (gross picture with bones showing up) or this ( a picture of Queer as folk's Michael's Uncle Vic) that they seem to forgot it's the 21st century already and not the early 90's where the lovely freddy mercury succumb to AIDS, and by today's standard, people with HIV is the exact opposite of what media showed, we, look better than celebrities and more glamorous than the queens. (cmon, who can put a gay man down? much more a whole community? if you havent seen Aistemashu, you wouldnt realize that even during the japanese time, us gays came out strong, even made a japanese soldier gay!)

and im surprised to know that even if your CD4 Count is low, like way looow, like low, low, low, low, you could still be a burst of energy! i seriously thought us pozzies are dependent on the cd4 count, and by the time it reaches 0 we'll be like....eh, gia and freddy mercury (i refuse to site sarah jane salazar as an example, in this time, we die with glamour.) i really thought you'll be weak, confined, livin in tubes and such...

imagine my surprise when i was told some have 0 counts and still party, we have someone whose count is similar to jason voorhees' trademark number and still smoke.

you (pointing to negatives) people are so mis-informed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note that it is still important to have a good and high CD4 count so that we wont be susceptible to
opportunistic diseases. and since i didnt know mine yet, we played a lil game called guess my CD4 count - their guesses range from 0, to 13, to 12, to 1, to 270, and even fate answered by giving me a ticket labeled with the number 284 (more on that later). (im still prayin it's 800 - 1000 though, wahahahahaha)

so we watched the comedy show and it was fun! talk about avakler 101 and all! and about the ticket labeled 284? well, the show made a raffle and a certain ticket number will be given a gas range, yeap, that was me.

so after the show, we ate dinner, B.I.T.C.H. gave out weekly pill boxes as a gift, then we chilled at starbucks full of rapeable boys to end the wonderful night.


when i first found out i was positive, i seriously thought it's the end, then i learned about HIV and found out i could still live, then i met this wonderful people and made new friendship, and now, i can truly say that i'm not dying from aids, and im definitely living with HIV, and it's truly wonderful.